Hello and welcome to my poetry in progress. “Glimpses Across The Barricades” is my collection of poetry and moments from my strange and unprepared life.
I had fifteen wonderful friends … damaged beyond repair. They lost their brave attempts to win a battle with a life too harsh. They removed themselves one by one from a world they had grown too utterly weary to exist in.
They were wild, wilful and wonderful.
My soul is incomplete now that they have all gone.
I would never have believed it possible that I would be the Last One Standing.
This poem is dedicated to my ‘Jamie’ … “I’ll know exactly where to find you, where the shoreline meets the sun.”
Jamie.
By
Suzanne Burke.
I didn’t recognize the voice when that call was made
Although that number was long etched into my soul.
How could a glowing day suddenly fall dark and forever lonely?
Why did you leave without me …
and leave me here forever … without the protection of your shade?
Why did you not keep that promise that we made?
All the echoes of your presence are shattering my soul.
Sleep no longer welcomed for the nightmares that it holds
The tears I will not permit to fall now,
Lay waiting beneath the anger
But … that anger first needs a place to go.
Why did you not keep that promise that we made?
Days have melted into weeks now,
The faint echoes of your laughter at last come welcome to my heart
Of all those crazy years together and the remorseless times apart.
They all seemed so insignificant when we did together meet
But two people with needs such as ours … cannot forever be
Not needing each others strength enough
The one thing we could never forgive.
We knew with ageless wisdom
That our great love had nowhere to live.
Why did you not keep that promise that we made?
Every year we’d meet again when summer touched our skin
When e’er we both resided in the country of our kin
And year-by-year those numbers dwindled
As fate took dear friends to its shores
We remained the last two standing
Conscious of our mortality
Like we’d never been before
We held each other and promised that our own lives we’d never take.
I know now that was a promise we should have never dared to make.
For we are all combatants on this battlefield called life,
and our individual weapons are by experience finely honed
But when life carries greater guns than ours
And battle weary … bloodied and broken we resign
It is not meant as a punishment to those we leave behind.
I need to believe that the solace of your eternal dark
Has comforted you with arms that will hold you safe
Until again I join you under that summer sun
And our dreams have a second chance of rising from the ashes of our lives.
Be at peace, My Jamie.
I’ll hold you safely in my dreams.
Until at last I rejoin you on our sacred shore.
I have included the links below to some URGENT ASSISTANCE HOTLINES and Organizations World Wide. Suicide Prevention is possible, if we know what to look for, and have qualified folks on hand to enlighten us further and offer immediate assistance.
I ask you, wherever you may be on our planet to take a brief moment if you would, and ADD to the list of bonafide Hotlines, by sharing the link to them and their location in the comments section.
I will then compile them and ADD them to a long list I am preparing for my next NON-FICTION work. Thank you so much.
LIFELINE SUICIDE PREVENTION HOTLINE AUSTRALIA
Relationship Crisis Assistance AUSTRALIA
Australian Govt Mental Health ASSISTANCE HOTLINE
A Comprehensive List of U.S.A and U.K telephone HOTLINES and HELP-LINES
The Lifeline: The Canada Foundation. CANADA
My Non-Fiction works written under my pen-name of Stacey Danson are available as follows.
“Faint Echoes of Laughter” on Amazon.com
I will be featuring posts over the coming months that will give insights into what signs to look for in ‘Child abuse and neglect’. Insights into how to approach a child that you suspect may be enduring abuse. How to contact the authorities and what response you may reasonably expect.
Thank you for taking the time to be here today.
Hello Soooz, What a beautiful poem dedicated to your lifelong friend Jamie. I am so sorry he has died and feel for you in your pain. I have read both your memoirs and know your story and know of Jamie and the close friendship you had. Thank you for sharing your poem. It has touched me so much.
LikeLiked by 1 person
❤️️ Thank you so much, Julie. Knowing that you are familiar with my Jamie, warms my heart. I hope I was able to do him justice. His passing has made my new book ‘Still Sassy at Sixty’ so much more difficult to write.
LikeLike
My sympathies, Soooz. But what a powerful tribute.
LikeLiked by 2 people
Thanks, Staci. I hope it expresses all that he was, and all that he never had the chance to be.
LikeLike
Oh, Soooz… you have my deepest sympathies. This poem moved me beyond words.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thank you, John. Jamie deserves to be remembered.
LikeLiked by 1 person
He will be – by everyone who reads your story and your beautiful poem.
LikeLiked by 1 person
❤️️ Thank you, John.
LikeLike
Reblogged this on Words To Captivate ~ by John Fioravanti and commented:
Suzanne Burke has gifted us with a poetic tribute to the boy… to the man who reached out his hand and, in truth, saved her life. Please, read on…
LikeLiked by 1 person
(((HUGS))) Thanks so much for reblogging this post, John. Jamie did indeed save my life. I give thanks for that every day and in every way that I can.
LikeLiked by 1 person
You’re quite welcome, Soooz. I’m so glad you were blessed with Jamie.
LikeLike
THE LIFELINE: Canada Foundation – http://ow.ly/oV1N30budFf
LikeLiked by 1 person
Hi, John! Thank you so much for the link! I have now added it to the list.
LikeLiked by 1 person
You’re most welcome, Soooz! Glad to assist.
LikeLike
Oh Soooz, my deepest condolences… such a lovely tribute.
LikeLiked by 1 person
❤️️ Thank you, Gwen.
LikeLike
Soooz, sending you a huge hug across the miles. It’s impossible to measure your loss. Thank you for sharing your journey with such courage and grace, and honouring your loved ones. Your poetry is penetrating and will always stay with me. Your words can very well save lives. Thank you for being you. XO
Here’s a link to Kids Help Phone in Canada. Many blessings to you.
https://www.kidshelpphone.ca
LikeLiked by 1 person
❤️️ Natalie, my friend, we are as always sympatico. Their memory now colors my days. Thanks so very much for sharing the link. It will be added to the list. (((HUGS))) Soooz x
LikeLiked by 1 person
Natalie! It’s now appearing on the list. 😊
LikeLike